Camp!!

I came back from camp on the 10th and I had no internet connection there which I think is great! Gives me time and space so that I can fully concentrate on God!I'm just gonna update on a few stuff that happened during the camp(or maybe one):
The campers there were split into 6 groups--love,peace,life,light,faith and last but not least my group, TRUTH!!!We also had 1 leader and 2 assistant leader. My leader was a super nice guy but he had to go back home because he was not feeling well on the first night:( So one of my team members, took over being the leader. Now this guy, is also super nice and added on he's super high and enthu! Let's just name him N. He was really very crazy and funny during games and other activites, so when I found out he was the uncle of my very good friend, and that he was the one who had depression, it really shocked me! Like really shocked me and I was also devastated.It's because he is in the same school as me, I mean somewhat my future school, haiz...it's confusing. I think that he had depression because of that school, it being too competitive and tiring perhaps. I checked with my good friend and she confirmed it. Being in the same school as him I feel so sad, and I don't even know where the sadness comes from. Maybe it's cos he's such a nice, kind, fun and enthu person and imagining him as a depressed person just makes my heart break. I just can't imagine it. I feel that it is somehow my fault because I am related to the
school. I m beginning to doubt whether I can take the pressure from the school. I don't know whether it's gonna be good for me, I mean someone as cheerful as him can be so stressed to the point of depression. Can I pull through? Dear heavenly father, please help me, help me alleviate these thoughts and sadness.In Jesus most precious name, I pray. Amen.

Camp!

Tomorrow going to church youth camp in malaysia. It's a camp only for teens which means no adults! I remembered enjoying it last yr so hope this yr is fun too! They are ppl who did no go last yr that are going now. They're my age! Although I think that'll be cool but I think it'll be kinda tiring to go everywhere as a group! Many of those who went last yr are not coming this yr:( I just want to have fun there, rediscover and reevaluate myself and also to learn more bout God! I hope everyone whether in Sg or camp will stay safe! I'll miss my home, parents, brother and maid!Hope they miss me tooXD Nah jk hope they dun miss me too much! Signing off from Singapore!xoxo

People?

It's so scary and disturbing that u can nvr fully understand someone. There's loads of fake people in the world and they may be around u. U nvr know whether the person is truly good to u, care bout u. For all u know it's all an act. Some people are obviously fake but those aren't that scary cos u know to steer away from them and not to believe what they say. Those who seems super nice on the outside and are seemingly close to u, those are the scariest. What if they don't treat u as a friend and u treat them as ur good one? I know I seem paranoid but it's just a random though I cannot seem to shake off. How do u know ppl are treating u well? There's no sure method. And only God knows. I guess sincerity and love can only be felt using the heart.