Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Camp!!

I came back from camp on the 10th and I had no internet connection there which I think is great! Gives me time and space so that I can fully concentrate on God!I'm just gonna update on a few stuff that happened during the camp(or maybe one):
The campers there were split into 6 groups--love,peace,life,light,faith and last but not least my group, TRUTH!!!We also had 1 leader and 2 assistant leader. My leader was a super nice guy but he had to go back home because he was not feeling well on the first night:( So one of my team members, took over being the leader. Now this guy, is also super nice and added on he's super high and enthu! Let's just name him N. He was really very crazy and funny during games and other activites, so when I found out he was the uncle of my very good friend, and that he was the one who had depression, it really shocked me! Like really shocked me and I was also devastated.It's because he is in the same school as me, I mean somewhat my future school, haiz...it's confusing. I think that he had depression because of that school, it being too competitive and tiring perhaps. I checked with my good friend and she confirmed it. Being in the same school as him I feel so sad, and I don't even know where the sadness comes from. Maybe it's cos he's such a nice, kind, fun and enthu person and imagining him as a depressed person just makes my heart break. I just can't imagine it. I feel that it is somehow my fault because I am related to the
school. I m beginning to doubt whether I can take the pressure from the school. I don't know whether it's gonna be good for me, I mean someone as cheerful as him can be so stressed to the point of depression. Can I pull through? Dear heavenly father, please help me, help me alleviate these thoughts and sadness.In Jesus most precious name, I pray. Amen.

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