Facebook

Don't u think facebook is pathetic? Before u defend it, hear me out. Just to make it clear, I go to facebook at least once a day, and it becomes a habit. But ask urself, without it can u survive, without it what major thing would happen? The ans is nothing much. Without it life goes on. Yes, it helps as a communication tool for lots of stuff but it also wastes a lot of our time, where we see photos, update statuses and look at other's one. In reality, why do u care what they do? And vice versa why should ppl care what u do? U hear ppl complaining about so much stuff on it, and I always think: If u have the time to tell everyone about what ur not happy with, u might as well take that time to go do something. GO! My father once said to me," If u have spent half of the time u spent on facebook, just half, u would have topped the class!" I think it makes sense, because I know myself. If I do not use it, I would probaly do better, maybe not top the class but do better. I know it's difficult to break the habit, but I will try my best because it does me more harm then good. I will check for important updates though.A quote before signing off:‎'One of the great uses of Facebook n twitter on the day of judgement will be to show that our lack of prayer was not due to lack of time'

Am I living?

Based on my previous post, I do realise something. I feel that I have never lived. All I do is wake up, eat, go to school, watch tv, check fb, do hw, bathe, sleep. Does that sound like a life to u? Cos too me it's this feeling like ur worthless. I hate myself for that,it's like I'm sick and tired of this kind of life. Based on a speaker, this is because we were born to have this feeling in us, this emptiness, that can only be filled when we're with God. That's true. Only when I'm with God, whether in church or in prayers or when His in my ears an i confidently said I have lived. Only then am I truly human.

2012

I'm really late with this post so I'll set some new year resolutions which I probaly would not fulfil! Anyways, here they are:
1) I will lose weight
2)I will learn the guitar
3) I will grow closer to God
4) I will do well in school aiming for a GPA of 3.7
5) I will stop being a lazy pig and procrastinate
6) I will do sports
7) I will not hate myself
I do hate myself because I have this emptiness inside of me, no matter what I do,it just temporarily makes me forget it, but when everything stops, it comes back and I hate myself all over again. It shows me that I have wasted my life doing useless stuff. ‎'Babies get hungry therefore there must be such thing as food. Dogs like to swim therefore there must be such thing as water. Humans have sexual desire therefore there much be such thing as sex. And if I find in myself a desire that cannot satisfy. The most probable explanation is that I was made for another world'