I act as if i don't care
about grades or life
or friends.

But no.
I am selfish.
I want everything
to go as I want.

I go around telling people
even those who hurt themself
that life is okay.
And that we should not care too much.
I mean every word.


But sometimes,
I just want to shine.
Do well
with my own efforts.

I want to manage myself
manage time
manage life
and get the grades I deserve

In truth,
I have never worked hard.
I have never tried my best.
I just want to try
and see what I get.

Wish me the best:D