I don't know what I am doing anymore
playing around
never getting a thing done.
I hate myself for that.
I go to school everyday
making jokes
laugh and play
But in reality
I'm not that happy.
I watch dramas.
I fool around.
I waste my time.
My life's being dwindled away.
Why can't I seem to discipline myself?
Why can't I be tame
like the others.
I want to study
I really do
I wish someone can help me.
I want everything to go back,
when I was IN CHARGE
when I chose what I wanted to do
Yes, it's in the past tense.
I miss myself.
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